I'm not a perfect person I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show A side of me you didn't know A reason for all that I do And the reason is you

" for a person as practical as you, im surprised you're willing to hold onto something so useless"

i feel so discontent.as far as i can remember
ive been discontent my entire life

like a thorn between my paws

a knife i cant get out of my back

an itch i cannot reach.

but i know. the miracle that is life. the opportunity to wake up everday, the chance to be happy.

'you're discontent because you know you're wasting your life away, people whom god has granted certain potential...deep within them, they know it. and when they become lazy, procrastinate or get lost.. their soul will keep reminding them. god will put things and people along the way to give advice to you. but if you dont heed or do anything, eventually the voice will get softer and softer..untill you just waste your life away, and what happens is the soul just sinks into a dark place. where you feel trapped and angry... eventually.. it accepts.. and just gives up.and doesnt care not wants to do anything. and just live each day as it comes'

what is the point of screaming into thin air?
irony.
since im posting this..everyone can read this, but no one knows who i am.

When you talk to god... its called prayer....when he talks to you..
well thats just schizophernia.

crash.

system failure.

in need of reformatting.

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system memory corrupted.

please seek assistance.

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all i remember is a girl who once loved me. who does so, no longer.
as i lay on her lap on the living room floor she said the words...
"i promise..."

it was the beginning of the end