crash test dummy

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Isnt it time you found out?
that thoughts become things, that this is an inescapable law irregardless of whether you know of it or not.

there is a treasure meant for everyone in the universe,
where your heart is at, there you will find your treasure.

Its the possibility of having a dream come true that makes life interesting.

and finally one of my own.
music, reading , writing, seeing..,
has taught me that they key to life is love. love over and over again.
fall in love with as much as you can, while you can.

Saying 'Yes' has brought me on far more interesting adventures than saying 'No'. even if whatever it was initially did not seem do-able to me.

Thanksgiving

Today upon a bus, I saw a lovely maid with golden hair; I envied her—she seemed so happy, and how I wished I were so fair; When suddenly she rose to leave, I saw her hobble down the aisle; she had one foot and wore a crutch, but as she passed, a smile. Oh God, forgive me when I whine, I have two feet—the world is mine. “And when I stopped to buy some sweets, the lad who served me had such charm; he seemed to radiate good cheer, his manner was so kind and warm; I said, ‘It’s nice to deal with you, such courtesy I seldom find’; he turned and said, ‘Oh, thank you sir.’ And then I saw that he was blind. Oh, God, forgive me when I whine, I have two eyes, the world is mine. “Then, when walking down the street, I saw a child with eyes of blue; he stood and watched the others play, it seemed he knew not what to do; I stopped a moment, then I said, ‘Why don’t you join the others, dear?’ He looked ahead without a word, and then I knew he could not hear. Oh God, forgive me when I whine, I have two ears, the world is mine. “With feet to take me where I’d go; with eyes to see the sunsets glow, with ears to hear what I would know. I am blessed indeed. The world is mine; oh, God, forgive me when I whine.

Friday, January 04, 2008

went for sakae sushi buffet the other day.. ended up playing chawamushi challange!!
even though i won.. i still ended up eating 4 chawamushies.. yum!

Monday, October 08, 2007

So you sailed away into a grey sky morning

now i'm here to stay, love can be so boring

nothings quite the same now, i just say your name now...

but its not so bad, you're only the best i ever had

you dont want me back.. you're just the best i ever had

so you stole my world, now im just a phoney

remembering the girl, leaves me down and lonely

send it in a letter, make yourself feel better..

It may take some time to patch me up inside

i can't take it so i run away and hide

i may find in time that you were always right

you're always right..

what was it you wanted? could it be im haunted?

But its not so bad.. you're only the best i ever had

i dont want you back. you're just the best i ever had

for mlwl

Friday, October 05, 2007

Lying in my bed again and i cry cause you're not here

Crying in my head again and i know that it's not clear

Put your hands inside my face and see that its just you

But it's bad and it's mad and it's making me sad

Because i can't be with you.

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Do Not Stand at My Grave and Weep

Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glint on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.

When you wake in the morning hush,
I am the swift, uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft starlight at night.

Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep.
Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there, I did not die!

- Mary Frye

Thursday, September 06, 2007


You are The Sun


Happiness, Content, Joy.


The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.


Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.


The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.


What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Go smash your SUV into the back of hybird cars

that should stop them from using fuel totally.

You can't save the earth if you arn't willing to make other people sacrifice.